I may need an extension, put me down as one just in case for next round.
Basically my great aunt who helped my grandparents raise me when my parents decided they didn't want to, is dying of pancreatic cancer. My grandmother just called me and said Mary (my great aunt) hasn't eaten in five days. The doctors gave her a pill, but it won't make her eat, they're just being a drain on the medical insurance system basically. She has a lump in her throat and food can't get past it.
So the doctor said it's also cancer, and quoted her at having a week or two left to live.
So I have to figure out if I need to go up to Pennsylvania in the next week or not.
Hubby and I had a conversation about this that made me really upset, like... I can't get into it, but if what he and I talked about was a thing, this likely wouldn't be a problem?
But Mary has schizophrenia, and I have PTSD with derealization (meaning when my PTSD hits I hallucinate, which is why I only sleep in the daytime because my hallucinations get HORRIFYING in the dark) so we're close because we understand each other.
She's been on disability for decades so there's no money for burial, but her siblings and me are pitching in to cremate her and have a memorial. I'm trying to decide if I can handle going to the memorial. So I may need an extension to go see my great aunt, before or after, she goes. I don't know though because I don't want to see her like this.
It's killing me.
She says that love is for fools that fall behind
I'm somewhere between
I never really know a killer from a savior
I thought I was surely gone with my assignment being so well rubbish ( I can certainly say that, I mean it was rushed and and could have been done so much better on a proper background)
Sorry to the two who are gone I loved yours.
I thought I was surely gone with my assignment being so well rubbish ( I can certainly say that, I mean it was rushed and and could have been done so much better on a proper background)
Sorry to the two who are gone I loved yours.
I wouldn't say rubbish, but you have had better entries, you were almost there, a different pose, different cropping would have made a huge difference! I need that dress though...
I thought I was surely gone with my assignment being so well rubbish ( I can certainly say that, I mean it was rushed and and could have been done so much better on a proper background)
Sorry to the two who are gone I loved yours.
I wouldn't say rubbish, but you have had better entries, you were almost there, a different pose, different cropping would have made a huge difference! I need that dress though...
Yeah I definitely agree, now I'm thinking how I could have really shown her figure on a pole sort of thing and yeah I was really strapped for time. I'm not even sure where I got it, it feels obvious that I should know but I just can't place it. I shall keep an eye out for it for you
I've seen next assignment and I'm checking it. I was going to say poor ava having to do hair again, but her hair mock was so good I actually don't because I know she will do something great.
Oh my goodness! I was not expecting that in a million years with all the amazing competition here! Thank you so much everyone! I'm so sorry to see Gemma and Vid go, you guys are fantastic
This assignment looks fun, lol hair again! I know exactly what I want to do but idk if I can pull it off *crosses fingers!*
Oh my goodness! I was not expecting that in a million years with all the amazing competition here! Thank you so much everyone! I'm so sorry to see Gemma and Vid go, you guys are fantastic
This assignment looks fun, lol hair again! I know exactly what I want to do but idk if I can pull it off *crosses fingers!*
Love the model wall, omg Ayana's dress is long compared to the others, but that's what I class as short. I even showed my mum the wall and was like "guess which is mine" and she guessed straight away with the longer dress lol.
It's a really lovely wall though and 13 models o.O
sorry, vid. i really did like your photo, and i'd love to have you next cycle. it wont be open for a bit though....
It ok. It's stings, but I'll be fine. I was planning to take a break from all things sims anyway. Hopefully by time I come back (which will be awhile maybe) the male cycle will be up and I'll be refreshed.
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Basically my great aunt who helped my grandparents raise me when my parents decided they didn't want to, is dying of pancreatic cancer. My grandmother just called me and said Mary (my great aunt) hasn't eaten in five days. The doctors gave her a pill, but it won't make her eat, they're just being a drain on the medical insurance system basically. She has a lump in her throat and food can't get past it.
So the doctor said it's also cancer, and quoted her at having a week or two left to live.
So I have to figure out if I need to go up to Pennsylvania in the next week or not.
Hubby and I had a conversation about this that made me really upset, like... I can't get into it, but if what he and I talked about was a thing, this likely wouldn't be a problem?
But Mary has schizophrenia, and I have PTSD with derealization (meaning when my PTSD hits I hallucinate, which is why I only sleep in the daytime because my hallucinations get HORRIFYING in the dark) so we're close because we understand each other.
She's been on disability for decades so there's no money for burial, but her siblings and me are pitching in to cremate her and have a memorial. I'm trying to decide if I can handle going to the memorial. So I may need an extension to go see my great aunt, before or after, she goes. I don't know though because I don't want to see her like this.
It's killing me.
I'm somewhere between
I never really know a killer from a savior
next assignment up shortly after!
if i made any mistakes, please let me know, I tried to go over everything one last time, but I am only human...
Sorry to the two who are gone I loved yours.
model wall to follow!
I wouldn't say rubbish, but you have had better entries, you were almost there, a different pose, different cropping would have made a huge difference! I need that dress though...
*Lurks*
Yeah I definitely agree, now I'm thinking how I could have really shown her figure on a pole sort of thing and yeah I was really strapped for time. I'm not even sure where I got it, it feels obvious that I should know but I just can't place it. I shall keep an eye out for it for you
I've seen next assignment and I'm checking it. I was going to say poor ava having to do hair again, but her hair mock was so good I actually don't because I know she will do something great.
I am really excited for this next assignment, I have never drawn an updo and I have so many ideas!
Great! Excited to see!
Woot!
Thanks for checking in.
Sorry to see the two go!
This assignment looks fun, lol hair again! I know exactly what I want to do but idk if I can pull it off
I guess this is the universe telling me take a real break this time. Well till the male cycle comes up I guess. Um...good luck. I'll be lurking.
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sorry, vid. i really did like your photo, and i'd love to have you next cycle. it wont be open for a bit though....
It's a really lovely wall though and 13 models o.O
It ok. It's stings, but I'll be fine.
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