I had to think about this for a while before I replied so I wouldn't give an emotional response, its regarding you feeling that you are left out of things.
I am so sorry that you are, I personally don't ever want to do that to you, you make this world very unique. I feel like you are very important and that your feeling matter very much. I also feel very enriched for the good times we have on this forum, sometimes I don't reply because I just want to enjoy, or savor the words that have been written, I do this with even you, quite often actually. I feel there is a connection there that helps me feel like I belong here, and with both of our unique qualities that means quite a lot.